8.13.2012

Closure





















Long long long week and I can't believe it's still going.
I haven't been doing big tattoos these days and I miss it.
Spent my Saturday with Guni-Guri and some college students
who formed a Guni-Guri chapter at their university.
It was also initially planned that I go to Bystorm's release party
but I had to be at my boy's field demonstration that morning.

Earlier this week, terrible rain ruined some parts of Luzon
and that message board I used to run expired its domain. 
Couldn't help but reminisce on things since 2008.
Some friendship ended but I can't say that it was entirely regrettable. 
A lot of good things turned out surprisingly well. 
Despite a former friend's blind decision to close the door on me, 
it pushed me to open my doors to others.
I worked harder and the insults motivated me more. 
I may be just a pretentious artist to them, but I am fortunate
to have more friends who believe in me.
It may be delusional but to think positive is the only thing I can do for now.
Besides, one shouldn't talk about positivity when one
solely means not drinking or smoking. 
Yes, there's nothing wrong living with a positive life,
but when you harbor so much hate, doesn't that negates
everything you stand for?  Nuff said.

Moving on.
Still thinking about renewing the domain but I am leaning
towards the right thing to do: not renewing it.
What's the point really?
It may cause to end an important relationship in my life but it
also helped a lot of people as well.
I once hoped that someday that the culprit and the accomplice
who caused all the dispute will
have the balls to speak up. Again, what's the point?
Lots of people met new people,
I guess the primary purpose has been
served and it left some good memories to some friends.
 
Looking forward to the weekend and I hope the coming storm
won't f*ck it up for me.  I want to thank Guni-Guri's friends
for making an effort to make donations to flood victims.
That's it. Tata!

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